This is a selection of my shorter poems. As I’ve been writing them for a bit over forty years I have selected forty poems. They go very roughly in chronological order from now, 2025, back to when I was 18. I haven’t selected any from my book SONNETS OF VARIOUS SIZES (Shearsman 2016,) or SONNETS FOR ROUGHLY NOW, (Mysterium 2022.) Nor any from my unpublished collection THE APPROPRIATION OF BIRDSONG, which I’ll put separately on this website. My longer poems include WEYLAND (Oberon Books,) HELEN (Isinglass,) EGIL (performed but not published,) THREE FOLKTALES (Letterpress.)
SPRING-WINTER
She walks inspecting the high oaks
For readiness. They touch her face
That is still cold, so she knows
She is not yet, by their hard buds.
She runs her fingers like a seamstress
Along the verges, feeling for
The celandines that have not woken.
And they mistake her urgency
For the right moment, but what burns
Is just the frost of her impatience.
She was just hoping for herself
Jubilant in their yellow faces.
She runs and peers into the river,
That only steams and stains its mirror.
RHYME
Said the brown deer,
Flight is not fear.
And the red fox,
My least look unlocks.
As the grey owl
Let float her vowel
Where the moon’s hare
Spilled everywhere
And the swift cat
Slipped through her slat
Into the carnival,
Hunter of shriek and shrew.
And I pursue them too,
Rhyme is an animal.
RAIN
The sky is trying to create a rose,
That needs a certain weight of rain,
But no one in the clouds knows
How much, and so it rains and rains
And still no flower grows,
And the world is washing away,
The hoofprints brim, the puddles join,
The river cannot spend its fortune
Of molten brass, old women slide,
The leaves have fallen but the falling
Has not stopped there, the boughs are bowing,
And we in awe at windows stare
And try to fly a soggy paper prayer,
Or stare into the fire,
Which is the rose the sky imagines
It can create by means of raining.
SO LOVE GROWS
As sip by sip the money goes
And the slight oak slow grows,
As someone goes abroad for years
And comes back able to tame bears,
As your abandoned window flowers
Have stored your absent days and hours,
So love grows its miraculous powers,
And builds a city out of breezes,
Not to be smashed by fighter planes,
That take their aim at love, slow target,
But murder only what goes quickly.
TREE HUNT.
I will creep up on the apple tree
And lie in wait for the cherry,
Set traps for the great oak
And stalk the holly.
They are not always where they are,
Sometimes timber only,
Even in bud, in leaf, in flower,
Wooden gestures merely.
Where they go I don’t know,
Along the cloud roads maybe,
Shivering in a dream shower
Or by the moon’s lakes lonely.
But when they fall into themselves,
Come back to earth and Thursday,
Nearby their bark lairs
I will be ready.
GOOD MORNING.
Now the sun rises on my problem,
For which the moon was no solution.
The birds are talking across the gardens,
Wren to blackbird shrieks its perplexity,
The gull shrugs
And now the stars are blearily
Blinking out, and soon the streetlights
Will all give up at once. I thank you all
For your attention to my question,
Thank you, heron, for your concentration,
Fixed by the starry river; light
Now blasts its face, this scattering morning,
That in a beating of great wings
Breaks up the night with no decision.
IN THE AULDCHLAPPIE
In the Auldchlappie the landlord said,
I would accept them if they would just integrate –
And a red-haired man, having taken exception,
Kicked my friend down in the car-park,
Striking a ball that won’t roll, and there’s no goal,
Only the blind head-lights and the dead engines.
And I’m fast asleep halfway home bedded down
By the shine and the to-fro silence of the road,
A line struck through thick words, and I wake up
And set off home in the wrong direction.
Tramp and tramp through the ache and the lack of the land,
Back to the bright and empty car-park.
Oh brothers and sisters from over the sea,
Come to my arms and dance with me!
SHAVING
The stars are shaved to rough stubble by the street-lights,
The thick bush beard of fire cut right back,
That keeps on pushing from its roots in the deep black.
Always these pin-points push out on the chin of the night,
That dreams of sporting a thick beard of bristling lights.
And the moon, too, thin blade then round harrow-share, sweeps
All but the brightest points back into the deep black.
Brightness pushes the bright points back,
Black pushes them back out onto the chin of the night.
All the deep urge of the dark, the black origin,
Is to push this blazing fire-beard out onto the chin,
All the sharp wish of the street-lights, the moon and the dawn,
Is to keep the face clean - maybe cloud-woolly, but plain.
Oh black keep pushing out your fire-beard again and again.
FIFTY-FOUR.
The shock and brutal quickness of love’s transitions
Falls like a hail of hatred, fire-blood-steel,
And those who are looking for God may find it
Crushed under tons of love’s concrete. (As may those who are not.)
Because just to keep on the same blithe smiling
Is loveless, indifferent, fake, wax, faithless,
And so there have got to be wars and crammed hospital corridors,
Self-belief has got to plough into the protesters,
Love’s latest fighter jet lift straight up
And at the height faint and flop right into the watchers,
The lead-car flip out and spin through the barriers.
Yes but this slow down-glide through unclutchable days,
Wheezing in the weakening air, cloud then clear, cloud then clear,
Falling towards what? – is this love or hate or what is it?
DOLPHINS IN THE MINCH
The shifting Minch strains its mind between mountains,
Shapes of the thoughts it struggles to form, to firm,
Being such a bendy mirror, maze and mess of blurred reflections -
Black floating rocks and maybe drifting white winged houses -
Which it delays from dissolving for as long as possible.
The great green brain is groping, grip-less, for something.
Too much black night below, much too bright day above,
Such a Cold-War-confrontation of a contradiction,
Resolved at so endlessly a never-to-be-reached horizon.
A shadow-blue squall, a quick scattering of inklings,
Vanishes its needle-points into the green repetition.
Oh the aching brain of the hung-over water – a rainbow
Fades like a dream of a dream of a dream. And then -
Suddenly a flash of clear thought! Look! Another one!
AUGUST
Exhausted August. Next door, a sunflower
Has fused together so many thousand sunbeams
Into a tower-imitation of the sun,
It has succeeded in making light heavy
And now, tied to a bamboo stake, hangs its clown crown.
As if the sun, denied night, just wore itself out,
Grew from lightning roots a green blade of light
To the zenith then died and hung there blackening,
Stars crawling over its face, an everlasting ending.
Instead of, as it does, just leaping to the height,
Without rope or wire or safety net
Or balancing-pole, or drum-beat, but not without audience,
Leaping lower with the year, but still leaping,
Without the need of a seed or bees or bonfires.
THIS MORNING
An early bird distracted me.
I had no deaf ear to turn. She led me
Out of my head first east then west then,
Tracing an illumination
Or flower arrangement of comet trails fading,
Down into Heaven and Hades and Brixton,
Slow through cotton swamps, climbing a pine
Into the International Space Station,
Where they too had all downed tools to listen.
And on. Distraction was my destination,
As through a blue eye scatter-gun photons
Bend into pictures of scattering. Then she was gone
And I turned to my work, to find she had taken
All of my notes and the stars and the whole summer
HYMN (from the Danish)
Now the sun rises on the eastern side,
Opens the child-king’s golden tomb world-wide –
Now be a steeple bell, my soul, high-swinging!
Lift up your house of dust,
Scatter bright thanks and trust,
Through the sky ringing!
Mercy is measureless – count the grains of sand
And the sea’s fingers piano-ing the land,
But mercy never. At each day’s rose-budding
It overflows the bowl
Of my star-crowded soul
With its down-flooding!
Last night the angels in a fire of frost
Devoured my house. Now nothing can be lost,
And in the morning I have woken, scrambled,
Half-way along the path
That leads away from death
And my soul’s shambles.
Let the good land lift up her fruit and wheat,
Let Truth stride on till she and Justice meet –
Give me my share, as much as any other.
Till at the end, death-sick,
I drop my walking stick
And join the weather.
FULL MOON, MONDAY OF HOLY WEEK.
Very dim and small,
The moon too big and too bright,
An owl experiments its call,
As in an empty lecture hall
A child might.
And if it was a stone dropped in a lake
The screech would make
Increasing circles, but this moon
Swallows it soon.
And all the little cries of time and space
Sink without trace
Into its hush, and out-pour
This bright inaudible roar.
Daisies may close
But this moon grows
Star-high invisible plants.
Stillness conducts their dance.
Up on the roof,
Soundless, its silver hoof
Pounds on the slates.
Unfolding their fates
With thick dream-fingers, folk
Open their mouths to joke,
But this moon swallows it all,
Silver and gold beach ball
Bursting but still unbroken
By the half-spoken
That it keeps on blissfully drinking,
Bright babe unblinking,
And that keeps on shining out
In this odd corpse-mouth shout
That makes you stir and stir
Searching for him or her,
Face to the blank and then
Face to the blank again,
Shuffling your pack
Of selves – King, Queen, Jack,
Till at last a fat old priest
Turns in his sleep to the east
Which breaks
And the world wakes.
HERE COMES THE PREACHER
Here comes the preacher
In his black hat.
He says there’s no death –
How we hate him for that!
We know it’s not true
Cos we’re all going blind –
But he says that’s the death
Of death, we’ll find.
He takes the small baby
And wets its head –
But the dead he buries,
They do look dead.
Here comes the preacher
In his black hat.
He says there’s no death –
How we hate him for that!
FOR SYLVIE (Chrisening Poem.)
Why did you not decide to be
A blackbird in an apple tree,
Blowing the whistle of your head
As the green summer turns to red?
Or a fish flashing in a stream
Like a piece fallen from the moon
To dazzle in a different dream,
Bright riser in the afternoon?
Or a cat sleeping in the light,
Between the shadows where they fall,
Sweet dreaming till the break of night
Wakes you to walk along a wall?
Or a half-collie in a field,
Flustering through a maze of traces,
Till the hare leaping unconcealed
Suddenly takes you to the races?
Or any of a million creatures
With all their fascinating features?
Because as you, imagining
All of them, you are everything?
DAFFODILS.
Daffodils, here you are again.
What have you brought us from the ground?
Make a loud noise, a bright brass sound,
That we can clearly understand.
Among the open mouths I stand,
A deaf man staring at a band
Of trumpets heralding a king,
Making all eardrums ring but mine.
These are the only sounds they bring
Out of the numbness of the ground:
The absent music of the moon
And the bright silence of the sun.
A WOMAN DREAMS SHE IS A WHALE.
You shatter through the rooftop into moonlight,
Shoulder through water rafters into midnight -
Out of the darkness where the hours don't pass,
Into the light-years trapped in shattering glass,
The undeparting moments of the ocean.
You are a destination set in motion.
And though you're heavier than a thousand cows,
In this vast wood that never rests its boughs,
You are a bird. And in the streaming ages
Drained from the land as if from rain-blurred pages,
You are a moment. So you sing and fly,
Weightless in the reflection of the sky.
THORN
Although our sign has sometimes been
One thorn tree with two shadows, woven
Into a fierce embrace of scratches –
A witch interpreting the wind
And the wide north in creaks and groans –
And though these days get packed together
Like flakes of mackerel or the strata
Of Hartland cliffs, vast aeons seen
As streaks of green and brown and green,
Love is the opposite of time,
A river falling from the land
Into the wind, and turning round,
Blowing through rainbows back upstream.
OUT OF POLITENESS
Out of politeness
the rooves sit still on the houses,
and the chimneys stick up two fingers
because that is expected.
Because they were brought up like that
the gulls float right over,
dropping at most one wingbeat.
Compliant to disaster,
the rain will drive us all indoors,
where we will sit shivering
and dying out of politeness.
IDLE
Idle you are an aviary
whose wire has been removed – an undefined
small area of trees. The rare birds fly
into the night, the common birds invade,
chattering local endless intimacies.
THE OLD FOOL
An old fool stands in a field
In the shape of a young horse.
Where is the wit in that?
Hooves, mobile ears, big teeth!
This rolling around on the ground
Isn’t amusing anyone.
Sheep chew over the joke,
But already the jackdaws
Are turning back to their work.
An old fool stands on the table
In the shape of a mug of tea.
Where is the wit in that?
Steaming – standing there –
At the hip holding out a handle,
Deepening an O to the ceiling
As the tea sinks sip by sip and then
Gulp by gulp and then
The empty-mug punch-line!
You old fool, what are you doing
Hanging around in the shapes of things?
WEDNESDAY
Wednesday was a plain girl,
None of the dead did rise.
(Ladies and gentlemen, please keep your seats,
She is no Queen, or glittering singer,
just look at the plain way she dawns.
That is no trump that rattles the twigs,
Just the poor scholars in the trees
In their Sunday worst
Fiddling their best,
So keep your seats please.)
So they stayed in their graves,
In their graves they stayed,
Mother and father and dearly beloved
And missed and matched and relict and remembered
In the arms of angels
And sleeping with Jesus
And given and taken away –
Wednesday was a plain girl,
None of the dead did rise.
Some people even died,
Quite a few people actually died,
Another enormous reverse resurrection,
And worldwide flashing of spades.
Wednesday was a plain girl,
None of the dead did rise.
Perhaps next Wednesday?
HAPPINESS
When polar bears in worlds of snow
See the horizon start to glow,
Ending the night so long and slow,
They always let their feelings show.
When tall and weighty icebergs rise
Like frozen clouds in walrus skies,
The whales, despite their own great size,
Always express complete surprise.
For when the crowded ark was rocked,
And rose from where it had been docked,
When heaven's floodgates were unlocked,
Even Noah, who knew, was deeply shocked.
And when the seas began to sink,
And when the keel stopped with a clink
Upon a steaming mountain brink,
He celebrated with a drink.
OUT IN THE GARDEN
Out in the garden
Stands the Moon Maiden
Elegant and very tall,
All of her invisible
Except for her face
Far away
And her shoes kicked off
In the vegetables
LYNCH.
I am so glad that lad was strung,
The fence that pens my yard not strong,
Silk-soft my pigeons and my bantams,
Easily mangled into phantoms.
Too close, his neck-bone and his spine,
Better to have them stretched, I reckoned,
By hoisting from the grand old pine –
I saw him stand on his last second.
Now I am safer in my roof,
Though not from ghosts, it’s not ghost-proof,
Also in through the cracks runs lust,
Quick as the rust grows on the dust –
And I can see the little stars,
Breasty Venus and ripped Mars,
Through all the crumbles in my pointing,
Which is a little disappointing –
I hear a knock on my front door,
It is a parcel from the whore
Of Babylon. My fence needs mending,
Which will require increase of spending.
I will electrify the trees,
Where he swings ghostly in the breeze,
And zap him with the National Grid,
For all the dead things that he did.
JUST ONE MORE WAR.
Just one more war said the General,
Alright just one said the Priest –
One thing we know for certain,
One thing we can say at least:
It’s not that we are violent
Or after a Golden Fleece,
It ought to be self-evident,
This is a war for peace.
Just one more push said the clown,
Just one more kiss said the youth,
And truth’s steel rain came down,
Obliterating truth.
CANAL
Through the flat sheet of air
a square kingfisher.
Cuboid lilies rise
from octagonal pads and
by the parallel banks a nymph sitting
with both her arms cut off,
but still smiling.
DEAD RAT IN THE LANE
Nimbly
the emperor of alleyways
swift king of vanishing
and impossible gaps
is escaping again
now with his frenzied attendants undressing him
away he gets again
in two days totally gone
DREAM.
I saw a picture of a King
Enter the echoes of a building,
And stovepipes fluted by the wind
Sang praises, high and low, to him!
We struck the hollows of our hands,
And made great zeros with our mouths,
And our brains floated out like clouds,
Dripping a pattering refrain.
And the prayers wandered through our minds,
Like the last bison on the plains,
Seeking a place to lie down, not
Already taken up by bones.
Long boxes wrapped in flags, more empty
Than if they had been filled with nothing,
Floated towards the altar then,
And my head burst like a balloon.
OH NIGHT
Oh night who took away your face
And filled you like a pint glass
With the black blood of disgrace?
Each time I wake I see you crawling,
Drunk, in the wrong direction, howling.
Oh night, where do you think you’re going?
To your missed meeting with the morning?
LACRIMAE TRISTES
Need, mine grows, more every year,
Punctured, my heart gasps, bleeds black light,
Like a harsh hand had stabbed me with a spear,
Inside me, out of sight.
Hit so hard life has to change,
You might find shadow-thoughts run free,
And in your head a new whisper, ghost-strange,
Says, You are nobody.
You are just a burden, a weight
On loved-ones and friends,
And hope and will and wish all turn to dust and blow away
And the pit is your fate.
Had a Mental Health Care appointment
Right out at Mount Gould.
I feared the bus was late but it did come, it was on time,
But my heart, my hopes were fooled.
Oh! I counted out my pennies well,
But I was one short.
Driver, driver, save me from hell!
I was denied transport.
DEUCALION AND PYRRHA
There were two survivors of the flood. And this is how they regenerated the human race.
The last two people in the world sat down,
After the flood, a woman and a man,
And they were old. Strange of the gods to drown
The future too. They stared. Brown rivers ran
In all directions, and the world appeared
Little by little. Now she saw a stone
Smile in a runnel as the water cleared.
She ran, and pressed it to her sharp chest-bone,
And when she looked, there was another one.
Her husband helped her pick them up, the blue,
The white, the streaky, blinking in the sun.
Oh you dear stones! She knew just what to do -
Fling them behind her on the hardening ground.
They would be people when she turned around.
BAYLEAF BOAT
Love, to creatures bright and small,
Like us, offers no trials at all.
We flitted to it like two fleas
On a match and wire trapeze.
A castle in a goldfish bowl
Tested the mettle of my soul,
And your hair could pull me up the tower
When trimmed to just below the ear.
But sighs in empty concert halls,
And passion whispered in cathedrals,
Where echoes seem to grow forever
Through chambers of unchanging weather,
Made me vainer than the thrush,
Who knows that when his lovesongs hush,
The sun he raised will sink again.
Morning came and you were gone,
Fleeing in a bayleaf boat,
As dawn broke mighty from my throat.
THE MAN WHO RUSHED WITH NOTHING IN HIS HEAD.
The man who rushed with nothing in his head,
Out of his house, into the woods and in,
Over and over the mountains, up and up,
Left every valley like a golden cup,
And every wood a crowd of seraphim,
And every mountain top a marriage bed.
The emptiness of the future made him run,
He floods its channel as the present thaws,
And over his horizon farmlands rise.
The people see him with the same surprise
With which they see the autumn when it pours,
And with the awe in which they hold the sun.
He and this land, being each others' womb,
Love one another truly from afar,
Trees of one size across an equal stream,
Whose leaves are eyes but closed and in a dream,
In which they stroll and talk on a cold star,
Whilst the world smoulders in an orange gloom.
Following gravity through the tilted plough,
Stained by the faces of the self-seeing souls
Only as long as they can meet his stare,
He hurries on and leaves them standing there,
As water leaves a bucket full of holes,
As rapidly as time is passing now
Faster than darkness when the eyelids close,
Pressed by the thought of that which drives him on -
Nothing - until he runs against the mound
That makes the circle that he must run round,
In blinded rage, defending something gone,
Perhaps in penance but till when who knows.
IN NIGHTS AS LONELY AS THE SUN'S
In nights as lonely as the sun's,
I live my second innocence,
Dreaming about the moon’s white thighs
In dark asphyxiated skies.
The pricelessness of dawn demands
The heart and soul and resonance
Of little birds with worlds to sell,
But I possess the still hour's owl.
When butterflies, like pairs of hands,
Flit by me in a strobelit dance,
Gesturing in their extasy
That heaven is a shrubbery,
And breezes stagger drunkenly
Into the slowdance of the sea,
I cannot feel the kiss of the wind,
Because the moon is in my mind.
TO AN ACTRESS
Your eyes began this dialogue
By reminding me of it.
It ends by proving me a rogue,
You dodge the consequences with your feet.
You speak as though you dreamed these sad affairs,
And yet your steps slow to a stop
And you succumb to change with tears,
Fall silent and, in darkness, drop.
Each night I feel the waters rise
Over my face, wondering how
I drown and live in such quick seas,
Which is surprising when so often now
I’ve looked at you defending your designs
And your desires for two hours under lights,
Then gone to laugh with you behind the screens,
And out to watch the people on the streets.
THE CARNIVAL OF THE ANIMALS
In the wake of the parade
I lingered among heaps of dung;
Listening to the chaos fade,
I hummed the song the animals had sung.
As the steam that left the piles
Drained them of their body-heat
So the song, with growing miles,
Grew fainter, soon, to my ears, incomplete.
But I, among its residue,
Whistled my memory’s half-moon
Of the lament they shrieked and blew,
A mesmerising, supernatural tune.
Where they had eased themselves and bled,
Cut by the monotonous blade,
Animals singing as they fled,
So that their panic seemed like a parade.
WAKING
The wind that shakes the ilex tree shakes me,
The glare that blanks the stars wills me awake;
Across a paving stone across the sea,
The leaf that shuffles crablike for my sake
Opens my eyes and wipes mist from the lake.
But still it shakes as if stung to be free,
And now the later light caught by my eye
That strives to read the number of a psalm
Over a dead man’s shoulder, makes it calm
In obedience to the solemnity of the sky.
This is a jewel I take out sometimes
When all but one have made their sad retreat.
Its facets reflect just as chimes echo chimes,
And in the way a street opens on a street.